The next big thing

I had the chest x-ray on Tuesday. The technician offered to let me see it, so I did, and wow. I’m not a radiologist; have no training at all in reading x-rays, and usually don’t have a clue as to what to look at on an x-ray. But on this one, it was screamingly clear that there was something wrong. The right lung looked clear, with ribs and blood vessels, things I expected to see. The left lung was about 2/3 white. No ribs, no blood vessels, no heart, no tumor. Why? Because the fluid in the lung was obstructing the view. No kidding. And I KNOW it’s psychosomatic (because on Tuesday I was fine), but on Wednesday I felt that fluid all day long.

I went by the oncologist’s office to pick up some supplies for a CT scan I’m having in May, and the medical assistant came out to greet me. She had read the radiologist’s report –yes, they can be quick—and was ready to get the scheduling and bloodwork done in preparation for the next thoracentesis. It’s scheduled for April 25. While I’m glad to be having it done (I’ll feel better), it means that I’ll have to sacrifice my beloved Motrin for a few days before the procedure. Oh, the horror! Banish the thought! Sad but true; I’ll have to be tough for a day or so, but maybe I can endure. Perhaps cookies will help.

Speaking of food, y’all will be thrilled to know that I am gaining some weight! Yup, gained 3 lbs. since the last chemo. I just know that everyone has been up nights, pacing, waiting for that news. I’m grateful and glad that you are here at all.

¶ 3:25 PM