It’s Wednesday afternoon, and I’m feeling much better than I was earlier this week! Sunday and Monday were very hard. The mornings were OK, once I took some ibuprofen, but the afternoons were a struggle. I took Monday off from work, and I was glad that I did. Tuesday morning I was very tired and achy until the ibuprofen kicked in. Motrin is a wonder drug! If I ingest enough Motrin, I will feel better, although I don’t think I’ll get back to 100% between treatments anymore. My “bounce back” from the previous treatment was more like a “drunken stagger back” to feeling OK. I guess that is to be expected at this point. A friend was insightful enough to mention that yes, life is full of changes, and the “new normal” is to be expected, just like with any life change. Huh. She’s right, and I wonder why I didn’t think of that myself. Just another day in Chemotown, I suppose.
I’ve been asked about the pleurodesis (the permanent fuse of lung to chest wall) vs. the thoracentesis (meeting with Mr. Needle). Here’s the scoop: My oncologist said that the thoracentesis could be repeated a couple of times, and would depend on how I felt with the fluid in my lung. If the fluid returned often, like every week, then the pleurodesis would be a good and permanent option. But if the fluid came back once or twice over the course of 3 months or so, then the pleurodesis would not be a good choice. Since the pleurodesis is a last resort method, it would only be used when repeated aspirations were not effective. So now we play my favorite game of all, “Wait and See”.
I’ve also got to wait and see what my hair is going to do. In the last blog entry, I mentioned that I’d had a haircut, and wasn’t very pleased with it. For those of you who see me, yeah, it looks OK, very similar to my hairstyle in the B. C. days (that’s Before Chemo). For those who don’t see me, imagine a very short masculine haircut with hair that is gray and black. (And how wonderful to complain about something as petty as a too-short haircut!)
Thanks for being here. You all carry me in ways that I can’t even articulate. I stay strong just knowing that you’re here.
I decided to put a blog together for 2 reasons. I have cancer and am undergoing treatments. I wanted a record of events, and I also knew I wouldn't be able to update everyone constantly. You know how it goes: the first person who calls gets very good information. The 10th person gets, "I'm fine, kinda tired. Can we talk later?", which I thought wasn't fair. The response has been awesome; I never expected this kind of success. Thanks, Blogger! And thanks to all who read, respond, and care.