Thursday
Yes, I know it’s been days since I’ve posted anything. I've been busy. I've been working and resting and eating and sleeping. Sometimes I do laundry. I cooked dinner one day this week. I even washed some dishes that same day. I took the dog for a walk 2 days in a row. See? Busy, I tell you!
Let me tell you about Happy Juice Monday. Oh, that was a fiasco. If it hadn’t been happening to me, it would have been funny. Or maybe not. Seems that the radiation and chemo departments were running late that day (I had appointments in both areas), my chart had been lost, I had to get stuck twice for the chemo IV, and I was there for over 4 hours for what should have taken about 2 ½. And I was starving. I left there ready to pull out someone else’s hair. (Not mine; it's just now coming back!)
Today I visited with the doctor and learned how much radiation I’ll be getting for the last few treatments. As it turns out, I have 11 more treatments with the same dose of radiation. The good part is that the angle will change slightly, so maybe in a few days, my esophagus won't be quite so irritated and I can eat something good. Like a cookie. Or have a cup of coffee.
On the plus side, I’ve been eating a little real food these days and boy, it is good to chew something again! Meat still hurts a lot to swallow, but if I chew it enough, sometimes it’s tolerable. Veggies are easier than meat, but fruits are still on the “no way, Jack” list. Peanut butter is also a big fat no-no, as is cough syrup, fruit juice, coffee, and spicy food. Soft food is still the easiest, so I eat that the most, but I sure am getting tired of it. I did try the baby food – yams burn like fire going down, so do carrots, and the chicken noodle dinner. The first ingredient of baby food “entrées” seems to be carrots, so I won’t be eating the macaroni and beef, or the turkey with rice and vegetables. The corn casserole was pretty tasty, though. I may eat more of that. (Hey, it’s a nice change from vanilla pudding!)
Thanks for being here. This game is getting a little old, but I gotta play for a while longer. I'm glad I have y'all for my teammates.