The DetailsI've been told that I need to provide details. Here they are: Surgery date is Thursday, July 27 at either 1 or 1:30 (I can't remember) at what used to be Raleigh Community Hospital. It's now called Duke Systems in Raleigh, or something similar. I'll be in there about a week or so, and then I'll be home living the good life while my kids wait on me cheerfully. Well, I can dream, can't I?
Lots of things running through my mind today; which things still to do and which things I can check off the list. It might help if I actually wrote the list. Seems that I can't concentrate, can't get settled anywhere long enough to do any good and yet, my mind is racing (this must be what ADD feels like).
I'm anxious, calm, scared, mad, tense, peaceful, in pain, grateful, resigned, amazed at the outpouring of support, happy that you're here right now, and wishing that I didn't have cancer. All at the same time. No wonder I'm exhausted!
Thanks for being here. Knowing that so many people care makes this journey much easier.